生命就像一场梦，到头来还是一场空。

At a crossroad, never felt so directionless, seems like everything is crumbling before me.

I guess I was right - that we cannot depend on anyone but ourselves in this game of life. But I can't even find the strength to stand myself up and see the sunlight, so where on do I move from here?

This song is actually an accurate portrayal of how I feel right now.

I'm missing you 

Girl even though you're right here by my side 
Cause lately it seems 
The distance between us is growing too wide 

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over 
The last thing that I wanna hear 

But if your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
If love's already gone 
It's not fair to lead me on 
Cause I would give the whole world for you 
Anything you ask of me I'd do 
But I won't ask you to stay 
I'd rather walk away 
If your heart's not in it 

You say that you love me 
But baby sometimes 
You're just saying the words 
If you've got somethin' to tell me 
Don't keep it inside 
Let it be heard 

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over 
Girl I'll make it easy for you 

If your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
If love's already gone 
It's not fair to lead me on 
Cause I would give the whole world for you 
Anything you ask of me I'd do 
But I won't ask you to stay 
I'd rather walk away 
If your heart's not in it 

How I wish I could take us back in time 
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do 
,to stop me losin' you) 
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it) 

If your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
But I won't ask you to stay 
I'd rather walk away 
If your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
If love's already gone 
It's not fair to lead me on 
Cause I would give the whole world for you 
Anything you ask of me I'd do.