Maybe it doesn't help if you understand from this point onwards. Maybe it should have been in some way that you had expected. But maybe, from the start, do we speak of friendship, or do we simply reside in the same level. I tried to make things as diplomatic as I would have it, but if your mentality is fixed, maybe I shouldn't have tried as hard. Maybe I should have kept all things to myself, and maybe things wouldn't be as difficult as it is right now.

I need someone who thoroughly understands me, and I know you wouldn't be the one, so why try? Just live your life as if I don't exist, why bother if I am even dead of alive?

Just move on, already.

And it just didn't help to have nobody listen to me cry, through the entire night.

Maybe I just have to walk through this alone. Maybe I just don't need anyone else to walk through life with me.