I lay cold and lonely, naked with tears in my eyes. The piercing cold wind blowing against my body is the only thing that reminds me that I am still alive. This pain, it's keeping me alive, the otherwise lifeless me. 

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? 

There was a time that we'd stay up all night.

Best friends talking till the daylight.

Took the joys alongside the pain with not much to lose but so much to gain.

Are you hearing me? 

And if you're out there trying to move on, 

but something pulls you back again

I'm sitting here trying to persuade you like you're in the same room.

What hurts the most was being so close

and having so much to say and watching you walk away.

And never knowing what could have been

and not seeing that loving you was what I was trying to do.