Analyzing our relationship, the biggest assumption I have made was that I was of any (non-monetary) value to you.

Now I begin to see that all these have always been pretty one-sided. All you did was to stay in your comfort zone, sit on the fence and take everything you could. You wanted my company, but it is as a bonus to his company. You have been pretty self-centred, haven't you?

Maybe I was just a moment of your weakness. Something you enjoy, but will not keep. Something that's of use, but disposable. Something temporary and superficial, which has no comparable value to your comfort.

Which brings me to a point, maybe you has always been immature, plain immature. Anyone who lives in the moment is immature, I know because I have been there. Which is what I have become. Maybe not, because I saw a future in you, even though you didn't see one with me. Maybe I was just too blind to see all these.

Could you disagree? I wouldn't think so.