i feel like a total jerk.

How can i ever hurt someone like this, much as i can say 'it was never meant to be like this', it still don't change the fact.

i loved, yet i broke her heart.

and i thought lying would have been better, but i was wrong, terribly wrong.

now i start to ponder, why is it that life have killed the dream i dreamed?

now i start to ponder, did 'happily ever after' ever existed? will it ever exist?

i feel, horrible, now.