i don't dare to tell the world how i'm feeling.

and that's the bad thing of being defensive.

even when i feel the world in me,

i could only contain it within me.

it is never easy.

i want to stop crying,

but i just can't.

you will never get to see my tears.

it just hurts too much, to see our future, destroyed.

the future i saw so close, the future i felt so real.

i guess it's more of a i need you, than you need me.