New beginning, hoping it will start today. Don't get me wrong, I love my past, I made some mistakes, been hurt a bit, did some good things, some bad things, spent some time with people and persons I love, tried to love someone else. I don't regret my decision, and I don't think I ever would. Well, some people say that to love is to make yourself vulnerable, and I guess I did it just well, because god was I sad at the end of the day.

But I guess that's life. Life is not smooth-sailing, it ain't gonna be rainbows and butterflies, and it is definitely gonna throw you down sometimes. Well, I guess, today I decided that I've been down for too long, and it's time to get up and focus on other things in life

For each step of my life, I am very thankful for the people around me, whether you loved me, cared for me, hurt me, conspired or was prejudiced against me, because for without you, I wouldn't be who I am today, and I am very, very very very happy about the person I am today.

So you who is reading this, thank you for being part of my humble life. I might not even know that you are reading this, and we might not even communicate for the rest of my life, but I offer you my honest appreciation of making me who I am today. Good, bad, kind, evil and what-not, I would never have expected myself to be who I am today ten years ago, and I cannot be more pleased with who I turned out to be.

And for all the decisions I have made, I do not regret anything. I never will. But today, I leave my past behind, and awake to new beginnings.