"Why can't things be easy, why is this struggle necessary. Just when things were high, now I'm back feeling dry."

I am so tempted to go look at your statuses, text you, look for you and what not. But then again, I know things will only go back to the way it was (which I don't really care). )':

Anyway, I was just thinking, wouldn't it be horrible if you married the 'wrong' man*? A few years of relationship is already intolerable, what more a lifetime ahead? 

*This is not meant for you. (: I have a friend who will rant to me every three months and say things like "how?", "what to do?", "save me". Well, then again, for you, if you know what you are doing, I want you to marry him. (:

Just ignore this. It's but a random rant, maybe to ease the pain.