After losing you, I started thinking about what I really have. The truth of the matter is that I really don't have much friends. At least, not those that I interact with, who will care about whether I am alive or not. I have zero friends in NUS, and in my group chat all I see is whether they want to dine/do something together in NTU.

Yet, people see me as if I have a lot of friends, where I really have none. I am starting to feel like a turtle, so pretty damn frail underneath a tough façade.

I am guessing that even if I disappear from the face of the earth for a week or so, nobody would notice. I shall try this one of the weeks.

#solitarylife

Tuesday, your free day.

Flipping and tossing and turning on my bed, my soul in perpetual torment, my mind is such a perturbed state, and my body is but a shell of emptiness.