Thursday, January 10, 2013

But that's me.

Sometimes, I feel pretty damn bad that I am so pretty damn manipulative. 

There are different girls that you meet. Firstly, there are girls who are in need, of whatever you can ever think of. These girls are the most vulnerable, and it is most easy to appeal to these girls with some simple tricks and the right words. You could, basically, make these girls do anything you want.  But this does not work, in any aspect, because I don't foresee a long term such a person being my girlfriend, for the simple fact that she is under my manipulation. I would never want to manipulate someone I truly love, someone I will live with for the rest of my life. (Yes, I do know this sounds wrong.)

That brings us to the second group of people, which are the one that are at peace in all aspects. These people are most difficult for you to appeal to, because they do not need you. And unless there is this 'special feeling' that she feels for you, it would be almost but impossible to appeal to her even if you are insanely interested in her. These are the people whom you cannot manipulate with ease, and I would want a girlfriend from this group of people, because I can love her with all I have, to give her the best of what I can offer. She would not be under my manipulation, which means that she will love me for who I am, not for what I do. 

I want a girl I can truly love, who'd listen to me and understand me just by looking into my eyes. I want a girl who loves me as much as I would love her. And that's pretty damn much. 

#diaryofamanipulator 

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