Sometimes it just feels so fucking great to even have one person to listen to you.
But it fucking hurts to know that you misplaced your trust in this one person.
I'm okay if nobody understands me. But I am not okay when someone tries to act like they want to.
I guess the lonely and detached me is still the better me.
I guess it might just be better to live by the principle of "Trust no one."
I will never understand WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN.
I NEVER UNDERSTOOD PRETENSE, ESPECIALLY WHEN THERE IS NO NEED FOR SOCIAL CONFORMITY, AND I WILL NEVER EVER. IF YOU DON'T CARE, DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DO.
FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Yes, I did drink alcohol.
But the drunk mind speaks the sober heart.
I feel every bit of this post, so if you think I'm writing this because I drunk, the least I would want you to know is that THIS IS HOW I TRULY FEEL.
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Don't close yourself up because of one stupid person who betrayed your trust dude.
If I were to choose, I will still choose to trust and believe in the good of others even I am hurt over and over again. Choosing to love- (Love is patient, love is kind. It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1Cor 13:4-18). Easily said, not quite easily done, but life is a learning process isn't it?
You are not alone in this world. There are still people there to listen. Don't get trap in 'loner mentality'. Sometimes getting a little drunk brings some relief, but must wake up and stand strong k! Every day is a new day, and every breath a blessing, so cherish it (:
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