I'm quite sure this is not healthy for me, and my mental state. over time, this will definite escalate to a mental sickness, very soon, if not cleared.

and why are we talking about getting honors, when I dont even know if I can complete my course, or even start?

an why are we even talking about staying in hall?

it's so easy to overlook your troubles when you view them separately. but when put together, they weave into a web that you cannot escape from. And all you feel is that there's nothing you can do. you're dying, slowly.

does anyone even know how this feels?