the primary reason for break-ups is that you think you will be able to find someone better. but what you failed to see is that you already have someone so good. so quit the mentality that you're so good that you can get someone that's better than what you already have.

feel the ground, learn reality.

humans- they cry when they are sad, and smile when they're glad. learn this.

and if i'm not wrong, everyone is a human.

learn to cherish, learn to love. learn to act like a mirror. reciprocate.





abit of updates about my life now.

currently serving in 1st CDO BTN, as an officer in 3rd coy.

will be flying off to ATEC(it means army training evaluation center) soon. ours will be in cresendo, thailand. flying on feb 22 if i'm nt wrong. coming back on march 27.

but guess what, uni registration ends on 1st april.

and this time, if i dont get in, it's the end already. so, ima fill up all the choices this time.

btw nus hostel is so god-damned expensive compared to ntu. since young, it have been my dream to enter nus. but from what i can forsee, i can say goodbye to nus and say hello to ntu. i'm not a fan from travelling from the far eastern to the far western side everyday.

but for now, atec is of utmost importance. good job 3rd coy for getting redcon1 for stage 1, and let's work our way to getting redcon 1 for the next stages. our coy can do our part for the btn by getting redcon 1. the btn may not get it, but it's okay. so long as we know, we did our best, and we played our part. so push on, fight, and don't give up.




ever since young, when i take my temperature using the oral thermometer, it always starts from 35degrees and rise, even if i have fever.

for the first time i see my temperature start from 36.7, and the next thing i know, it's 37.3, then it goes up.. 38.5 38.7 38.9 39.0 and finally 39.1.

this ain't today, but it's a lifetime experience. and you can actually whine about me missing parade and resting in bunk without reporting sick? get a life. live it, unless you wanna live for me, that is.