well, it just looks like my life's in a mess now.

looking around, i wonder who can i actually call 'my friend'.

everything's so mundane.

weekdays- i'll either use the com for hours or just sleep through it.

it's only the weekends that i'm looking forward to.

at least, i'm a little more passionate about refereeing than everything else.

at least there's a little more fun in floorball than anything else.

maybe, it's just easier to hide behind a smile,

than to open up your heart.

it may seem easier making superficial comments to people around you,

but seriously,

are things improving the slightest bit?

i really don't think so.

i would try,

but understand.

some comments isn't really funny.

even if i may laugh at it as though it was a joke.

and once again,

i wonder.

who is my friend.

it is always easy to hide behind a smile.

period.